Today's not the best day to live mate

hey?

life's been shitty man
can't believe God put me through this. I can only hope I'll get through it in 1 piece..

gw ngerasa gw lagi di masa2 itu
masa2 dimana dunia serasa mau berakhir (ya, emang ga lama lagi kiamat, but that's not my point)
masa2 dimana kita ga pernah mendapat apa yang kita inginkan
masa2 dimana kalo berak harus ngeden (ok, kalo normal juga smua orang gitu sih)
intinya, "I don't feel alive"

more bad things have been happening to me
...ok, mungkin 1 doank, but it's way more crucial than you think

I lost the cellphone my dad gave me
it was a Dopod 838 Pro<-yep, ada embel2 pronya
yang gw dnger2 harganya sharga iPhone

begokah gw? sangat
gmana critanya?
Jumat lalu gw berangkat ke skolah. sperti biasa gw buka facebook bntar pake hp. gw mnyadari dopod gw Health Pointnya (batere) udah critical.
alhasil gw masukin ke tas gw SPERTI BIASANYA
seharian jumat itu gw ga buka2 tas gw kcuali ngambilkertas ato buku
dan gw yakin seyakin2nya orang kesurupan jin tomat, hp gw berada dalam palungan keselamatan tas slempang kesayangan gw yg gantungan kuncinya mlebihi jari tangan gw (info ga pnting).
setelah pulang sekolah,
........................
dopod gw kaya dimalingin houdini (yang gw yakin blum pernah denger kata 'handphone' sbelumnya)
*poof* ilang tanpa jejak atau radiasi radioaktif yang tercium(srem amat hp ada nuklirnya)
gw baru ngomong ke ortu tadi
reaksi? marah ga bisa marah karna gw dah gede tapi kecewa bercampur aduk
sumpah, gw sendiri terbingung2
kalo gw tau gmana n kmana tuh hp, namanya ga ilang, namanya rhoma irama(gada hubungannya nyet)


but I guess what comes after is never worse than what has happened
I GOT TO LISTEN TO THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA'S NEW ALBUM
AND IT's SICK AS HELLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you havta listen to it.
you can listen to it's entirety here through streaming
me? I downloaded the album.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


here's their new single, "Dez Moines"



I have to mourn for my phone now (not like it's lost forever, God works in mysterious ways people, I just hope I'll get it back somehow oh please God)

abayo~